Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Looking to tthe light

"Are you the outside agitator who's come onto our island to toss things up?," the voice on the phone asked.

Damn right, I told him.

I mean, in tradition but not law, people have redone their houses after 4 p.m. and on weekends, and Code Enforcement never got into the equation. Some of us do it by law. Silly us.

It's been an odd several days. But today Joe, who's been our painter's assistant and who lost his home in a fire a while back, came by to visit our painter Roy.

As I talked to Joe, whose center of gravity is somewhere near Saturn's belly, I looked around and thought not of what we don't yet have, but of what is here. I touched the wood.

I saw Ref putting up walls, and Bradley at his hip, and Nate. And Shawn being the captain, and his crew of Frank and the White Rhino and Kurt and Little Shawn and Charles, and Dollie doing payroll . . . .

And Arnold.

I looked around my house, my beautiful house, and thought, what great skills, and how freely shared.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

ay!!!! i am so sorry for the phone call. that's all you don't need. wish i could have been the one to pick up the phone, to shield you from the nasty tone. i have a feeling it went downhill from there. ever the optimist of course i was hoping for a turnaround from the nasty start to that call, but you don't mention it so i'm sure it didn't come. bless you for putting your hand, your heart, on what IS there and what is beautiful, and not what's not. the windows, shy behind their shutters, are beautiful no matter what. they will be beautiful no matter what. i know it's all about principle. and i know you are so very right. but--and i am NOT caving in, just being protective--i don't want you losing sleep or skipping heartbeats over their idiocy. life is too short and too sweet for that. you have a whole company of brilliant artisans and craftspeople behind you. and one old friend who'll never leave. xoxoxox that friend